Well....I'm excited / nervous about my first day on the job but hopefully it goes well. I'm just bleh , I care about someone alot, and it just bugs me that I can't be there at the moment. But I promise her I'll be there sometime soon I'm just hoping that she can get things worked out, and get some stress off of herself. I'm hoping she reads this just so I can say....You are an amazing person, you have a beautiful personality and you are just beautiful all around. Your smile stops my heart every time I see it and I just hope I can show you how special you really are. Please never change who you are, remember I will always care for you and I'm here . I will let out a secret here then, that you have been my inspiration for quite a number of my poems but words cannot even begin to describe how amazing you are or how unique.