Trying to think of a not so cheesy opening line to this.... just was browsing some of my old music and some of my more quieter and softer songs have a lot of meaning now I realize. just hearing them puts images into my head from years ago. Before I made so many choices that threw my life in a mess. Love, family, the everyday of waking up back in my old town and going with my mom and sister to get a coffee in the morning before school at like 7am. I swear I can still smell it as I listen to the songs. Sitting in history class and twirling my pencil mindlessly reading more than I'm supposed to in the text. Imagining how things were back in the times I read about. Thinking of better or more reasonable answers in law class to impress my teacher in some way. Its funny how different I am now from who I was. Strangely the one song that really got attached to where I am now is home by Daughtry. My home moved and I remember how just heartbroken I was the day I moved. Left all my friends and almost everything I grew up around for the new unknown. I sometimes think of the possibilities of what if... What if I didn't say anything to the girl I cared about?, What if I didn't move?, Who would I have become? Would I have ever grown up as much as I have? I just started questioning myself in the last while. When I cared about someone did I feel I needed to have another person care about me for me to care about myself? It is an amazing feeling to know that you mean so much to a person, other than family. But I've learnt it will happen on its own. Not to dwell on the past. Pick yourself up and keep moving ahead and keep your head high.
Ah and hinder just came on... memories of its own When I had someone that cared about me and I learnt some of these songs and played them for her as well as myself. She always said I was good at playing guitar but I denied the obvious as I was hard on myself . But that time of the young love came and went eventually. It was good times when it was there, and I'm thankful for the memories at least =] But it was time for things to go the way they went which helped me grow up more. Surprising enough I've learnt a lot since I moved as once again in my life since I was young I became friends with people years older than me . Being around people in situations that will happen to me someday somehow is alot better for me. Not having to deal with the people my age out here who are not my type of crowd. Writing this has really made me feel better once again. Its been quite some time since I wrote last Mostly I just am excited like crazy about the concert I'm going to tomorrow and had a lot of other stuff cluttering up the ol' noggin. Hopefully I can control my stress about my motorcycle license as reading the training book is reminiscent of years ago in grade 10 going for my driver's Ed.

And as I realize there are some minor grammar errors in this entry I DARE someone to call me on them
Just got a kick out of reading some of my old comments on my older journal entries. Geez its been quite some time since my last one
Well Peace everyone that reads this!